Suffice it to say, yesterday and the day before were two of the toughest days I've been through in my professional life. I now no longer work for the company that I have worked for since March 6, 2000. Fortunately, I did get to leave of my own free will which will save me from explaining why I am not "rehirable" at the company I spent 11 years of my life working for. Of course, leaving of my own free will was more or less the only choice to save me from being fired and was suggested by my now-former boss. Thanks?
Now for those of you who know me well, you know that I can roll with the punches, but don't often really "welcome" big changes, so this is very tough on me. The amazing thing is that I can already see how God is working in my life and my family's life. I have been incredibly blessed with the people He has placed strategically in my life.
For instance, today I went to CJ's daycare to officially un-enroll him and gather his remaining pull-ups, wipes, etc. and we left there feeling so completely blessed I can barely explain it. Before I continue, I should give a little back story to his daycare (and a little "shout out" to them as well!). Little Lights Learning Center is a part of the ministry of The Lighthouse Church. While we are Christians, we had no ties to this church prior to selecting them as CJ's daycare providers when he was not even 3 months old. We loved the daycare from the very beginning. Everyone from the director to each one of the teachers and staff are wonderful with the children and us parents. We started to attend Lighthouse Church at the beginning of December and have felt right at home ever since. When I walked in to Little Lights today, the director of the daycare (a member of the church) was there. I apologized to her for not having my withdrawal letter with me. She quickly said that she was glad - they had tried to call us last night. She wouldn't let me withdraw CJ... instead, she insisted that I bring him for the occasional Mom's day off and when/if I have any interviews or meetings. Seriously, words cannot express the sheer gratitude I felt with those simple words.
With several tearful hugs with the director and several of CJ's teachers we left there feeling refreshed and comforted. My first thoughts were of how great God is. That I could just feel His embrace and guidance and see how He is already working in our lives. To be so far from family and friends in Texas and to be told that we are family to the daycare and have them be such a support in a difficult time is just simply wonderful.
So now I begin a brand new chapter in my life. My dad keeps saying it is an "exciting" time... I wasn't prepared to use that particular word to describe this, but I think it is an accurate way to describe it. I get to spend some time at home with CJ and look for jobs in Texas full-time. I am exploring new paths and trying to find something that will make me happier (professionally) than I have been for a while now. I continue to pray and ask for prayers that I am diligent in listening for God's divine will for my life and that His light flows through me and guides my footsteps.
For now and for always, I will put my faith in Him and allow Him to work. I can't wait to see what is in store! I guess you could say I'm excited to see what the future holds... Thanks, Dad! :-)
No comments:
Post a Comment